Dangerous moves – dangerous stillness. Death is in movement and death is in stillness. Contrary to your beliefs death only bestows life, renews it, and refreshes it. Without death life as you know is not possible. Death is a pre-requisite for evolution to occur in nature and in human’s nature! As the old stereotype personality dies out, new being emerges from the gates of heaven and slowly transforms those lower aspects as they die out one by one giving space to new improved evolved energies, aspects and attributes, dear.
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Your death is imminent! Either death of this life story or the death of death story. Either your physical body will die to take birth as another limited personality, with its life story ending with yet another death, or you can let this limited personality die now to live forever as The Infinite One with unlimited freedom. Choice is yours, as always!
- The Mysterious One
Tarzan, the ape man – jumping from one branch to another – for he had no other way of travelling learnt – walking or running – unnatural to him – who was brought up amongst monkeys for all these years – jumping all the time! A lesson for your (monkey) mind’s way of jumping here and there (past and future) for no reason. It has learnt the art of worrying, but not witnessing.
Earlier, that witness was on forefront and the thinking mind used as a tool to deduct – decide. But that deductive indecisive confused non-existent egoistic mind has come to forefront, and witness has almost vanished in the background.
So, all you have to do is bring back that awareness to the forefront at all moments – till it becomes natural way of living. So that you can get rid of this unnatural annoying way of torturous life – which is emotionally unbalanced and very harmful for body – while the witness mode itself is rejuvenating and healing – for it allows body equilibrium in this powerful moment of Now.
- The Mysterious One
Aware, intelligent, agile, powerful and curious being – Shiva within. The way ‘Tao’ speaks of is of marriage of both heaven and hell, Shiva and Shakty within, night and day, power and love, passion and compassion and so on, dear. What is this marriage? Yoga of ultimate nature, where you and I join as ONE and witness the totality of our being – the conscious dot on the periphery and the unconscious circle of zero. Let us now move forward after this brief pause to shake you off and see reality as it is. The second phase of the process begins now, here, at this very moment I initiate you into the yoga of works, yoga of love, yoga of mind (knowledge) – the trinity of Integral Yoga – shaktipat, gnosis and surrender all happening simultaneously with ‘ME’ – no ‘you’.
Surrender of ego is an ongoing process – it (ego) may creep up at any moment so being an aware watchman is advised till the entire process is completed successfully. Yoga of works will now require to break out of the cocoon that your ego has created as a ‘safety chamber’ to protect itself and also create a sense of ‘self’ through repetitions, ‘nature’, likings and dislikings, assumptions, beliefs and so on. When your personality is free of these, you do retain a typical flavor – fragrance – but your ‘field of vision’ expands terribly beyond this self created cocoon which was built with wrong assumption of world being ‘outside’ and you being ‘separate’ from it!
Now that experientially you know The One is the only one how far out or inside you go, drop off all these beliefs and let ‘ME’ blossom fully within this system – this point of contact with my own manifested universe – and act out my plan in sync with rest of my point of contacts. Surrender of ego, fears, beliefs, personality, lethargy and personal will is all I AM asking now – rest will be taken care by ME.
Universal will has mysterious ways to follow its only goal of evolution.. so even if you doubt, let ME be.. let ME be..
O mother – O divine mother! Take me in thy infinite lap of nothingness. Embrace me fully so that I can dissolve into thy pure love and let my insane ego die out on your divine lap.
O mother, help me perceive and experience thy divine love pouring on me. O mother, please open my vision fully to be able to see thy myriad of manifestations to support me, caress me in each moment of eternal now. O mother, open my dirty heart and cleanse it with thy divine unconditional love and let compassion blossom within me here and now. O mother, let me become fully aware of thy existence on this very plane as Mother Gaia, as my biological mother, as Kundalini Shakty and as mother Prakriti.
I have forgotten thy existence, importance, love and relation with me in my egoistical pursuit of knowledge without love – which is not sustainable – as knowledge without love is dangerous for overall existence. I surrender my egoistic intellect at thy feet – please cleanse it with thy benevolent blessings and return back as Gnosis along with divine compassion and love – opening my heart and mind fully and in unison to serve you fully from depth of my heart – as service to THAT which you are one in unison with – as Shiva-Shakty – The One!
Progressive miraculous mindset must be cultivated by Right Vision. Right Vision is the ability of the aspirant to see objects/energy structures/relations/processes/personalities for what they ARE – AS IT IS. It’s called Samyak Darshan. It is Buddha’s nature to make no personal judgment and let the event/object manifest itself as per its true nature. It is the art of witnessing in ever flowing constant Now. That way of Right Vision enables and empowers you to be like the image of God/Silence. By not trying to grade or label things/events/persons you free your mind and resources for Truth to surface on its own and illusions to die out a natural course of death. You gain the special ability then to consciously talk to and merge with the seemingly solid object or energy structure at will. You can then enter into mind of God and be one with All That Is. This is the goal of highest level of ESP – ‘Eternal Self Perception’! You perceive as the One perceives All That Is and blends with it being the oneness of One.
Why bother to know the future event when you are the past-present-future of all events? You occupy not only the place you are sitting now, you occupy all the seats of this and many more worlds – remember, understand and be aligned with this statement truly. You are the One – All That Is – personified temporarily in a temporary body in a temporary time/space local event to chart out the next course of action and witness it all in One Eternal Now!
Involution of energy is an act of evolution only. There is no event not working out evolution of One – that is the only true purpose of Being. So when all the extra sensory perceptions of humans were sealed, that act also was designed for your evolution. Now when the Right Vision is practiced, slowly all your ESP will re-emerge intact just the way they were thousands of years ago – for a new kind of techno-savvy spiritual human being to emerge – who has balanced out both dimensions of logic and faith; of mind and matter; of virtue and adventure and; love and hatred.
Slowly human being is waking up from the slumber of its own dark forces realizing the innate powers, wisdom and abilities. Go for a walk. Re-member with nature. You used to talk to birds, animals and plants. You sensed their motives, they sensed yours. You love or hate them, they feel your emotions. Try not to imagine this ability. There is no illusion to be fortified. You just need to go to that depth in your being where the bird is chirping within you, the dog is barking inside you and you are witnessing the hundreds of years that passed by while standing in silence with that Banyan tree out there – in you.
Mixed signals of the soul with that of ego – is initially a big challenge for the aspirant. You might be fooled or cheated several times before you learn to discern between the silent messages of Witness and sweetened messages of ego. You might be terrorized by the nightmares or misleading guidance or ‘fake’ encounters with not-so-great masters, but the key to unlock the inner power is to learn to distinguish between freedom and trap; bliss and momentary ecstasy; benefit to all and selfish desires; bitter truth and sweetened lie; and Silent Witness and Whispering Ego. Once you are in sync with base nature of True Self, you will take no time in filtering out noise and pick up the uninterrupted stream of wisdom flowing within you. The depth and vastness of your timeless wisdom is far far superior to cunning plots of your limited psyche to rule the world out there and become a king. You are the King and Queen of the only Kingdom that exists. Come to ME. Surrender your tiny ‘will’ to be superior than All That Is. For that will never happen. As in reality you are ME – Right Now!
Be a child. Innocent child. Process emotion there and then. And then be empty again. Look at a child. He cries for a moment. For that moment cry is needed. Next moment he explodes in laugh. For that moment deserves laugh. The situation for cry is over – it is no longer fitting the new moment. That’s called Living in Moment. While laughing his ego does not bother him by reminding the past moment, what had happened or what someone said, or what he wanted. Neverthless, he processes only current input from the environment. Right Now. Again he might cry in next moment – if it warrants it! But he is not fixed on it. He is not going to spend two hours processing same emotion and past information. He is blank again. He is waiting for next moment in every moment while living it fully with awareness, intelligence, memory, emotions and personal viewpoint expressed over that stimuli.
LIVING IN MOMENT – MOMENT BY MOMENT IS THE ART OF LIVING.
This is sure-shot slow poison for ego. You will come out of its grip slowly but surely. Enlightenment should make your light(er) in both meaning – light as luminance and light as less heavy. Symbol of peace – tranquility within – despite thunderstorm outside. For what is outside and inside – relative positions from an illusionary perspective. Everything is INSIDE ME. And I AM outside of everything!
Surrender to the Divinity within – the last step of a Gyaani purush. Surrender to the wisdom of body to heal. Surrender to the wisdom of heart to be blessed with bliss. Surrender to the forces of nature for survival and evolution. Surrender to the Master within to find a true Master here and now. Surrender to your Self and you reach the Kingdom of God in no-time. You are here/there at this no-moment. Everywhere and yet no-where dictonomy will make more sense to you now that the latent forces will now be released in your anatomy to take you to the exalted position of being the unknown King of my Kingdom. Beware of false claims of your ego to be what you are not and you will be fine. You are being balanced of all opposing forces to neutralize them and surrender completely unconditionally to the divinity and activate whole brain perception and operation, my dear!
Q: What is this journey of soul from all-knowing oneness to ego, then becoming egoless to gain oneness… it’s a circle.. why?
A: Story of a diamond. What is its first state? Sub-nuclear? Photons? Free, shining, powerful, all-knowing, oneness… then all the way dark journey to become carbon based elements – then crushed under tremendous pressure inside Earth – a life full of pain – misery – darkness… then it gets control of its environment.. makes the best out of it.. uses the same forces, to emerge as a shining beautiful crystal… conscious evolution.. on its own… that spark of consciousness coming from oneness, went through the similar steps as of One… to emerge like the One… expressing One with uniqueness with its conscious evolution… otherwise it would have been nothingness – no movement – no expression – no cycles – no rhythm.. Beingness for eons and eons and eons…
So I chose to incarnate as random useless powerless being – and I go through the turbulence to emerge back and recall my true identity again and again and again.. as anyway I have nothing else to do for my survival… I AM… there is no danger to my survival as such.. but evolution depends upon expansion… becoming.. adding…if nothing is done still I AM will remain..
Beam of light – conscious light – that’s what you are, were and will remain. All other stages are transitionary – used as vehicle for further evolution within your Self…
Silence Speaks! In Conversation with mySelf!
Q: Any techniques/guidance for achieving thoughtless state of mind?
A: Mongolia invaded most parts of the world through sheer intelligence, alliances, networking with locals and lethal weapons. Despite the ruler being a tyrant, it was more like a complicated people’s rule if you haven’t understood it by now. Seemingly your mind is being ruled by a tyrant who wants to rule each and every part/aspect of you, leaving nothing for ME. By achieving a thoughtless state even for few seconds, you deprive him of this lethal weapon – thoughts. Also in this state, all his networking-liaisons (of thoughts, emotions, physical issues) weaken and he has to bow down.
So I AM much more interested in this war than you think you are. Let’s start with the basics. The thought starts as an impulse of some desire, past memory, random scene from recent experiences, sounds, an abstract emotion and so on. But it starts just as an impulse like an electron is fired from nowhere. Ego triggers many of them without the conscious aspect knowing about it. This happens due to the complex evolution of sub-conscious mind and the sympathetic nervous system – the evolution of fight or flight syndrome in response to the dangerous environment.
Now, as this one impulse surfaces to your conscious mind, it either gets a response or you ignore it based on your interest in it – negative or positive. As a thought triggers a response from the conscious mind, it acts like a magnet pulling out more related thoughts from the sub-conscious or actively works out and creates (yes, this time consciously) a stream of thoughts, imagination, calculations and logic simultaneously activating the emotional part of the brain in connection with your heart and all the other energy centers.
So if a thought has struck one of your weak points and you activate sadness, the whole system of the brain, heart, muscles, blood circulation and aura follow the vibrational rhythm of that thought, and cause deep trouble for your entire system of mind/body/soul.
Next time you sit again for that beautiful aware witness meditation, notice this point. How a happy thought impulse triggers a chain reaction till it fades out and the ego throws the next one to you to capture your entire system and totally disconnect with ME. I can talk to you, show you images, sing a song to you from the field of nothingness, but most probably your ego’s way of constantly triggering and creating havoc will succeed, for I believe in silence and love, and you have somehow evolved to love fear-tension-action and prefer to run for nothing.
In the beginning, as you are born with no particular identity, we are in sync. But as you begin to label the thoughts, objects and the environment, we start moving apart as there is one fundamental difference between us. I know for sure about the Oneness – being the One – and you start believing you are separate from All-That-Is. And that was designed to facilitate the individual survival and game of life, so you move away. Once the goal of individual existence, experience, evolution and expression is achieved, we strive to pack everything and merge again to know who we are really, and then live with the awareness of oneness and uniqueness – best of both worlds!
So this whole journey of separateness and union has been there for thousands of years, and now stakes are higher. As you know, ego too wants to evolve, which will mean more and more chaos for it believes and survives in separation. So now I have envisioned union on larger scale and we can unite in the field of Being where we all are already in Oneness.
So there we are. Starting our discussion with One Thought to the journey of Oneness. So you got to sit there, be very alert with dynamic awareness and go for the root of thoughts. As you begin to examine, they slow down, for you stop to react. Remember, do not react, just witness them plainly without falling for the ego’s idea of pulling out more thoughts and emotions. And if you react, as soon as you gain your awareness, re-emerge. Check out the consequences of that one silly impromptu thought over your entire system by doing a quick review of the chain reaction and see how useless it is. And be ready for another attack from the ego. Soon you become an expert in this (just like learning to ride a bicycle!) and then you can smile and stay aloof from these involuntary thoughts.
So now you do think, but only when you want to. Rest of the time you can remain in active awareness of oneness-nothingness. Soon your vibratory rate changes to that of oneness-nothingness, and we merge – full and final!
You are split into two personalities – the difference becomes clearer as we progress towards the union, so that you can ultimately decide which personality to retain forever. Expanded & limited – both the views are possible with divine eyes. You will be able to see the larger picture with wide – very wide – eyes- as well as see in great details – even up to the quantum level with same eyes focused on a part.
Only the choice is between seeing the ‘illusions’ or ‘truth’ in every moment. Illusion requires ignorance and truth requires true knowledge – gnosis. Judgments, decisions, desires and choices from the illusion based ego personality lead to further illusions, confusion, diseases, chaos and hell (state of mind) as the guiding light of spirit is missing and it has got no purpose to evolve or live truly. Same under the aegis of God, leads to enlightenment, immortality, heaven (state of mind) and great clarity of purpose of life and evolution.
Satori is not experienced by chosen ones only. In fact none of the masters are chosen ones. They chose me… if it was left for me to decide, I would have chosen each and every one… not a single life form would suffer in illusion. But that’s how we decided for evolution to happen. Trust me explicitly now. Don’t dwindle. Your undivided faith in me will help me move things faster and miracles to happen. For your logic will not allow miracles to happen… and we have to go by step-by-step process.
Dissolution of your false personality (ego based) is your only goal. That personality which you now understand as superfluous.. is molded by the religion, family, culture, media, environment, people around… and all those ‘variables’.. what is your ‘true’ personality – unchanging – the real you? Beyond all the ‘responses’, ‘reactions’ and ‘encounters with reality (which itself is ever changing)… that real YOU is ME.. born out of nothingness.. with very specific personality which is permanent.. and REAL!
‘Logos’ is the genesis of knowledge – the beginning ‘Word’ – containing all spoken and written words. As it expands to new frontiers – new knowledge is achieved yet the simplest truth remains the same. Once Logos is achieved everything is realized – in a nutshell. Thinking is like that. The further you go down from the center – expanding – creating complex thoughts – yet to the core the concept is very simple and actually no need of such artificial details to be expressed – yet we express.
Terry cotton is a product made of natural cotton – to get new variety of cloth. Yet the core is the same – in pure form or in new avatar.
Similarly higher self is Logos – pure cotton – yet expressed in different flavors just for the sake of expression. Deep down – at the core – of this lower ego – the One exists – a simple profound concept. As I told you before its just an identity crisis.
You need to be aware of this simple powerful truth in all the ‘moments’ that you live. You can easily make the difference between logos and a rotten knowledge piece – its very clear in the power of the content. The clarity of concepts – similarly you can easily differentiate between cotton and terry-cotton by mere touch – or just by looking at it.
So now that you are accustomed to functioning of this mind-body system in both modes like Windows 98 and Win XP OS, its your choice to align with the highest – most advanced version. Yes, and the reality is that the most advanced products in your world are most primitive in our eyes – keeping the difference between ‘you’ and ‘me’ only for clarity.
Time pass is the idea of the ego for it has no purpose or interest in your evolution. Time pass in other words is either being lazy or being destructive to your own body and mind without even giving ‘you’ a hint that you are permitting yourself to die faster. The polarity as you know is needed for us to make progress by consciously choosing which way to go and how fast, with whom and why.
Right or wrong is not the way. Either there is truth or there is absence of truth – which we call illusion – ignorance etc. Why we call is that even in that second case, the truth is there – its only that you have empowered yourself to keep your focus away from it by creating an illusionary world for ‘time-pass’ or rather entropy.
‘You’ve got the whole world in your mind’ is literally the truth. What you do with your creative powers is your choice and based on your choices the reality out there changes bringing you joy-sorrow, profit-loss etc. An endless cycle of creation-destruction keeping your more and more into it till you completely forget your role in creating these circumstances – or rather creating your own reality.
Conscious evolution is ‘my’ only purpose. I can not push ‘you’ to evolve, I can only guide and motivate ‘you’ to move towards what is ‘my’ destination.
Simply speaking now onwards, since we are kind of married now, we need to create situations where we move to feeling ‘oneness’ and slowly reducing this ‘separateness’. This will happen once we further reduce the gap between us which relies on your conscious choices made in every passing moment. ‘I’ create the situation and ‘you’ respond. Next we both create the situation and we ‘live’ it – consciously – fully conscious.
In past few days you must have seen how easily you get carried away in the world ‘out there’ which is actually ‘inside you’. Yet you act as if there is a distinct difference between you and the outer world. This prompts you to believe as if the outside world can not affect you and vice versa. How silly? When you yourself are the creator – the moment you declare separation – you are declaring yourself helpless and being dictated by the environment out there.
Time, space, environment, situations, concepts, people, places everything and more is your own creation for your ‘expression’ ‘conscious evolution’ and ‘play’. Nothing else.
Preoccupation with anything forces you to behave in a predetermined manner – free yourself from all that and let the moment explode in nothingness. Then we play with highest skill to make the most out of that fleeting moment – by moment.
Notice your thoughts, your speech, your choice of words, your concepts (beliefs), your judgments of all ‘out there’, your ingenuity, your preoccupation with something constantly, the clutter in your mind, constantly running songs, uncontrolled emotions, uncontrolled senseless desires, your ideas of achieving something to fill the gap, your choice of food-clothes-situations-entertainment, your laziness and lack of energy-passion, your rotten memory, your reactions to triggers, your repetitive patterns, your small aspirations, your need to push truth away, your need to continue ignorance deliberately, your suspended beliefs in reality, you forget ‘me’ or rather try to push ‘me’ away and declare your ‘independent existence’ not in touch with all-that-is.
You have to have just a little awareness to feel-see-judge (in the right sense) the ‘shift’ within you. The more you let this awareness witness it – just witness it – you will transform very rapidly – allowing my energies to fill your being – from top to bottom – in all sense – then the true ultimate goal of yourself being in oneness with creator – enlightenment – will be achieved in no-time.